It happened so many a times that I have lost it all.. still now I am cnfused. I am still losing it all. i don't know how to keep things in place. I just need a peace of mind and I know it won't come that easy. Still I think something will eventually give me peace a feeling of security. But in end everything just seems to falling only apart..nothing seems to turned OK. In fact this is not new I am not feeling this for first time. Despite passing time, it seems everything is moving in endless rounds where everything is so imprefect that nothing will ever come to give you the smile. Everytime you smile there is some unknown fear that in next secound tears will fall from your eyes.
From sometime I am also getting very voilent and out of control. I am not sure why I am leaving. There is no concrete reason behind anything I do.. things are just happening and that too only getting worst.. nothing is getting alright. After every now and then it seems like things will come in control but the next second everything seems like an endless battle.
Thats all right.. in case breathes are remaining I will vist to write more. take care
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