Seems like my life has come to a halt. It had happened several times before as well, when it appears that there is no way to go. I don't know why things keep on repeating themselves though in different shapes and size and not necessarily in some order. I have so many experiences which were so alike and yet so different in some way or other.
These days I am reading James Hadley Chase as well, this guys knows how to keep people engrossed but I find all the end so disappointing, they seem to not to go anywhere. Anyway this is just my perception about him, but this Guy is master of whatever he writes.
On job front I am OK with whatever I am doing, however I want better opportunity to come. I am getting little impatient and in fact truly speaking frustrated and little depressed and disappointed.
I don't know but it seems like being disappointed has become my second nature, I want to come out of this shell of disappointments. I don't want God to pour endless happiness over me but what I need from Him that he should provide courage to face all that is happening to me. Please god provide me courage to fight with all the disappointements I am facing and give me courage. I don't want happiness of the impermanent world but I need your hand on my head. Your blessings.
Amen.
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